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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

12:24 PM;

I have
LOST
all my
HOPES
in you.

Friday, September 18, 2009

3:14 PM;

19 september 2009.

Goodbye Alya Hamid aka EX-mum/mummy ;)

Have Fun over there in the UK. Study Hard k and must always think of DUST ( das )

Dun worry about DUST k. We will take good care of him ;)

We will gonna miss you mummy for things like

- Let`s go old town white coffee .

- Let`s go char kuey teow

- Let`s go Here and There..But never wanna invite everyone directly.

and many more.............

Not to mention Alya can eat like a FAT BEAST with BIG EARS :) but small in size . HAHA :)

p/s Nik can be our new wild mummy. just kidding.

see you in UK soon and we go for breakfast(lunch) .

And PQ left to UK yesterday . Everyone of my friends is leaving to study...

Then Nique left like 1 month ago

Then Hana left like 2 weeks plus.

Then Miriam left like a week plus.

Then Pat left with Tze 2days ago.

Then Alya later.

Then Kevin hoong on monday.

Then Nick and Das leaving december end to aussie.

Then Myself .

Then Dennis to aussie

Then the rest thats doing twinning here.

Alot tooooooooooooooooooo list but Im too lazy :)

Monday, August 24, 2009

3:56 PM;

Everytime I think I talked about it the radio has to play songs that has a meaning to every single thing I`m thinking about. It might just be a fluck shot. Who knows ?

This song played after i dropped my friend off and also right after something we were sharing.*pillow talk*

" Let Me Let Go - Faith hill "

I thought it was over, baby
We said our goodbyes
But I can't go a day without your face
Goin' through my mind

In fact, not a single minute
Passes without you in it
Your voice, your touch, memories of your love
Are with me all of the time

Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul
Let me let go

I talked to you the other day
Looks like you make your escape
You put us behind, no matter how I try
I can't do the same

Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
It just isn't right
I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road

Let me let go, darlin', won't you
I just gotta know, yeah
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul
Let me let go

The lights of this strange city are shinin'
But they don't hold no fascination for me
I try to find the bright side, baby
But everywhere I look
Everywhere I turn
You're all I see

3weeks or 4 months ? sept or jan.? Hard decision but is for my future buddies. Is something that I have to decide and not regret because is my future. I screwed up now I`m screwed for life !

I will put my Education above anything else. i was dumb before but not now. I made a mistake once I wont make the same mistake twice.

Being selfish for certain things it might be make u feel bad at the moment,but in a long run / future YOU WILL LOOK BACK AND SAY YES I MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE THAT I DID`NT REGRET.

If you want to be somebody one day PREPARE TO MISS OUT IN CERTAIN THINGY. SET YOUR PRIORITIES.

And you can fill your life back with things u missed out doing when you`re somebody in the future.

Life`s a cycle. Enjoy now suffer later. suffer now enjoy later. YOUR CHOICE PEOPLE !

I`m picking suffer now enjoy later After reflecting back on my life. I enjoyed the whole 2 years after SPM not mentioning the years before SPM. Is there results ? NO ! that also means ? I WASTED MONEY AND TIME AND LIFE ! is because i enjoyed my life over the limits. No I`m saying you can`t enjoy life. YOU CAN but always do it with limits.Therefore it all goes back to PRIORITY.

"This one step - choosing a goal and sticking to it - changes everything." - Scott Reed

"What you get by achieving your goals is not as important as what you become by achieving your goals." - Zig Ziglar

"Setting goals for your game is an art. The trick is in setting them at the right level neither too low nor too high." - Greg Norman

3:40 PM; Tag

I'm a very bad influence

I have. . .

[x] 1. smoked.
[x] 2. consumed alcohol.
[x] 3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] 4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] 5. kissed someone of the same sex.
[:)] 6. had sex.
[x] 7. had someone in your room other than family.
[x] 8. watched porn.
[ ] 9. bought porn.
[ ] 10. tried drugs.
TOTAL: 7

[ ] 1. taken painkillers.
[ ] 2. taken someone else's medicine prescription.
[x] 3. lied to your parents.
[x] 4. lied to a friend.
[x] 5. snuck out of the house.
[x] 6. done something illegal.
[x] 7. felt hurt.
[x] 8. hurt someone.
[ ] 9. wished someone would die.
[x] 10. seen someone die.
TOTAL: 7
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[x] 1. missed curfew.
[x] 2. stayed out all night.
[ ] 3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
[ ] 4. been to a therapist.
[ ] 5. been to rehab
[x] 6. dyed your hair.
[x] 7. received a ticket.
[x] 8. been in an accident.
[x] 9. been to a club.
[x] 10. been to a bar
TOTAL: 7
TOTAL SO FAR: 21

[ ] 1. been to a wild party.
[ ] 2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[x] 3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[ ] 4. had a spring break in Florida.
[x] 5. sniffed anything
[ ] 6. wore black nail polish
[ ] 7. wore arm bands.
[ ] 8. wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] 9. listened to rap.
[ ] 10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL: 3
TOTAL SO FAR: 24

[ ] 1. dressed gothic.
[ ] 2. dressed girly.
[ ] 3. dressed punk.
[ ] 4. dressed grunge.
[x] 5. stole something.
[ ] 6. been too drunk to remember anything.
[ ] 7. blacked out.
[ ] 8. fainted.
[ ] 9. had a crush on a neighbour.
TOTAL: 1
TOTAL SO FAR: 25

[x] 1. had a crush on a friend.
[x] 2. been to a concert.
[ ] 3. dry-humped someone.
[x] 4. been called a slut.(everyday by chrislyn chew)
[x] 5. called someone a slut.
[ ] 6. installed speakers in your car.
[x] 7. broken a mirror.
[ ] 8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] 9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
TOTAL: 6
TOTAL SO FAR: 31

[ ] 1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[ ] 2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[x] 3. cruised the mall.
[x] 4. skipped school.
[ ] 5. had surgery.
[x] 6. had an injury.
[ ] 7. gone to court.
[x] 8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] 9. caught something on fire. [haha]
[ ] 10. lied about your age.
TOTAL: 5
TOTAL SO FAR: 36

[ ] 1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
[x] 2. broke the law in the police's presence.[ driving against the traffic ;) ]
[ ] 3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[ ] 4. got in trouble with the police.
[x] 5. talked to a stranger.
[ ] 6. hugged a stranger.
[ ] 7. kissed a stranger.
[x] 8. rode in the car with a stranger.
[ ] 9. been harassed.
[ ] 10.been verbally harassed.
TOTAL: 3
TOTAL SO FAR: 39

[x] 1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[x] 2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
[x] 3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[ ] 4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] 5. been to a fair.
[x] 6. been called a bad influence. [ everyday]
[x] 7. drank and driven. [ safe driver ]
[x] 8. prank-called someone. [ hahahaha. ]
[x] 9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] 10. cheated on a test.
TOTAL:

Grand Total: 48

Drum roll. . . !

If you have less than 10, write "I'm a goody-goody"
If you have more than 10, write "I'm still a goody goody"
If you have more than 20, write "I'm average"
If you have more than 30, write "I'm a bad kid"
If you have more than 40, write "I'm a very bad influence"
If you have more than 50, write "I'm a horrible person"
If you have more than 60, write "I should be in jail"
If you have more than 70, write "I should be dead

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

12:57 PM; FML

!9 august 2009 4.25am

Yesterday(18 august 2009) I invited few friends to follow me to some club for a event. As I reached the club it was so dead that I can run naked inside without anyone bothering me. I then check my phone for the message and FML ! The message has this big reminder stating that is 19 august 2009, wednesday .DON`T MISSED IT ! - FML

Then about an hour later, we decided to go for a movie. So, I decide to go to the atm machine to get some money. GUESS WHAT ? FML again..I insert the atm card into the slot thingy typed my pin then I chose saving account like the normal things you do to withdrawn money from an ATM. THEN i realize it`s was a CASH DEPOSIT machine and It`s not an ATM machine. FML again.

Two stupid acts done yesterday..AWESOME!

Sunday, August 09, 2009

4:09 PM;

Will this be my last 1 month plus to enjoy in Malaysia before I continue my studies in UK ?

Which I think I`m gonna leave . Im not putting any hopes in my A-levels results.Therefore I`m taking a step ahead / a plan ahead for the worst circumstances which I think or predict that I`m not gonna get the results I need to enter my desire University choices.

So,This time I have to make a wise decision. Set my target, Set my goals and the most important element of all this is Determinations to succeed in life.

Nothing is impossible IF you keep trying.

Is hard to leave a group of friends that you practically grew up together, so easily and YES ! this is one of my biggest fear .......

Friday, August 07, 2009

5:02 AM;

What hurts the most ?

Is having to look at my A-levels results in 2 weeks time :)

Then is the time where I have to make a decision .

Which I would hate that decision myself.

Monday, August 03, 2009

2:06 PM;

This song is exactly what I`m telling to myself.

another reason for me to want to leave to UK as fast as possible.

12:50 PM;

I`m kinda sad that my cousin left to US to continue his studies. Good Luck brother. Take good care of yourself.

Today I can actually feel the pressure of leaving. I can practically imagine myself leaving. I will miss all my friends like crazy. Btw guys I`m training hard to control my tears ;) so that I wont cry infront of you all on the day I`m suppose to leave :)

but i don`t think i can control that well. I can picture myself crying like a baby. :(

LET`s JUST NOT THINK ABOUT LEAVING..LEAVING SUCKS!

WATCH THIS VIDEO IF YOU THINK YOUR A FAILURE ! I CAN TELL YOU THAT YOU`RE NOT A FAILURE